You can find and do what you’re passionate about and make a living doing something meaningful without assuming they all have to be wrapped up in one. We call this designing your life.
If you target a company or industry before discovery your desired job elements, you will limit opportunities and lengthen your search time.
What if your second choice employer offers a job after you've started another job? Should you consider the offer from your first choice?
Instead of wasting your time; shift your job search to start with discovering important information about what makes you happy.
Too much reflection can set up unrealistic job expectations. Instead, define market need, so you can find companies that might hire you.